Ok, so I’m not great with words but I’ve decided it’s time to ‘blog’ or is the cool term nowadays ‘vlog’ (oh no thats video isn’t it, well anyway) I’m going to blog my marathon training. Yes you read that right, me, marathon, two words even I didn’t expect to hear in the same sentence. But it’s true, Vicky Downs has signed up for the 2019 London Marathon…
So back to where it all began, sat in front of the TV one Sunday afternoon. I spoke to a friend on the phone and I mentioned I was watching the London Marathon on the TV… 5 minutes later he asked if I was up for it… Haha imagine, me doing a marathon. I’ve never even completed a 10k nevermind a bloody marathon. I do like to surprise myself every now and then and I (some would say stupidly) agreed. I paid my £100 signing up fee, answered the qualifying questions and that was that, I had my 2019 London Marathon Charity place. This is me who used to hide behind parked cars on our 2 mile pre training run at football and wait until the girls were on their way back round and I’d finish with them. Never once completing the exercise. I don’t run. Ever.
I’ve always lived life for each day and I’ve always done what I’ve wanted even against the doctor’s advice. At 29 years old I’m heavily asthmatic and also smoke 20 a day. Ironic really how healthy I am 😂. But for me, I’ve always said I live for today anyway so it doesn’t matter what’s happening to my lungs, I could be struck by lightening tomorrow. Hit by a bus. I could just be in the wrong place at the wrong time. I’ve always had that same thought process. Until recently. A trip to the Asthma clinic where I was assessed the same way I normally am but with a new and improved machine. A machine that was to tell me at the fruitful age of 29 my lung age was infact 50 and I’m not far off developing COPD. Shit. This is not good news. I know I’ve always struggled with Asthma but I didn’t realise it had got this bad. This was where reality struck and I knew I had to change. I couldn’t continue to be the rebel I’ve always been.
Sitting with the Asthma nurse I began telling her about the London Marathon I had signed up for. I remember her writing something as I told her this and she almost froze, stopped writing and looked at me. With those eyes thinking “You can’t run a marathon you stupid cow”. She was, well for what of a better word shocked and proceeded to tell me I wouldn’t be able to complete a marathon with my lungs and health the way they were. No shit shirlock… Time for big changes. We sat and talked about my smoking and I mentioned I’ve tried stopping many times before but with NRT (Nicotine Replacement Therapy) and that clearly worked as I continued to smoke. She asked had I ever heard of the tablets Champix, a course of medication to aid the stopping smoking without replacing it with a different habit. I won’t bore you with exactly how it works but you choose a stop date you want to quit by and continue to smoke whilst you start the course. Around day 8-14 you begin to feel sick when you have a cigarette and it makes you not want another because of how ill you feel. I have spoken to a few people and it really has worked for them although they have warned me how sick they make you feel and also they make you have ‘Wacky Dreams’ which I’m really looking forward to as I have the most bizarre dreams anyway without the added fucked up versions. I’m currently on day 8 and my dose has just doubled… So here’s to feeling sick and being cranky for the next few days. (I apologise to my loved ones now, I know how grumpy I can be normally, so just bear with me it’s the medication 😂.) I’m determined to do this though. Really determined, I might actually have some pennies in the bank, I’ll be wedged not buying fags everyday!!
After I returned home that afternoon I sat pondering over the amount of money I could potentially save, and what I could do with that said cash flow. Holiday, new clothes, treats. I am a bugger when it comes to money as I have to spend it. Again, ever the pessamist … “You can’t take it with you”. I then decided to finally adult, I don’t often adult but with my stopping smoking imagine if I got fit at the same time too?? If I started to lose the timber I’ve put on over the last few years I’d look ok. I love a good double cheeseburger and I am very partial to a chicken nugget or 20 but I’m starting to look like a bloody cheeseburger. So off I went googling into the night for gym membership. It was like it was meant to be as finishing at midnight was a bloody fandabidozi offer of £10 a month for 3 months at my local gym. “That’s 2 packets of cigarettes and a month of fitness paid for”. I was having it. I had a few things coming up so I decided I would purchase the membership and delay my start date until I could actually go. I also needed to psych myself up as I’m clearly a whale and I thought that when you first entered the gym it would be like you had a flashing neon sign above your head saying “I’m a newbie, handle with care”. It was a very daunting thought and one I needed a bit of motivation to actually do.
And so it began… “Gym Day”.. fuck. How can someone that’s always played football and takes everything in her stride be this nervous about walking into a gym for the first time? I’d arranged to meet my friend who would show me the ropes and be my gym buddy for the evening but she texted me later that day to say she couldn’t workout with me as she had done a class earlier that day and was dying. Shit. I was on my own! She then said she would still come with me to show me the ropes but then leave me too it (she just wanted to watch Love Island really) hahaha. So 7.30pm I started to get ready and dig out my gym clothes. They clearly needed the cobwebs blowing off them as I’d not done any form of exercise for a good 12 months. One thing I’ve always struggled with is controlling the puppies when I exercise. They like to do their own thing, bounce up when I don’t want them to, jingle side to side making my whole workout a nightmare. The only way I’ve ever controlled them is to wear not one, but two sports bras… I own 3.. could I find even one in the house, could I buggery!! Shit. “Well that’s that then I can’t go.” Little demons getting at me already… No I will look again and I WILL attend the gym what’s the worst that could happen? Famous last words. I eventually found one so I improvised and wore a normal bra followed by a sports one, not the most comfortable I’ve ever been but I know how hard they are to control when they get going. This is safest all round!! I get in my car and I head to the gym. FUCK.
I waited outside as I arrived before my mate (shock horror, me early, NEVER!) When she arrived I had my gym shizzle with me, you know the normal stuff, water, towel, ear phones and we went inside. She showed me where things were toilets, changing rooms etc and then we were ready, time to actually get this body moving. She decided to stay with me. I must have looked like shit and she felt sorry for me or something but I wasnt complaining I had a gym buddy!!!
We went on a few machines doing between 5-8 minutes on each one, again I won’t bore you with the details. We all know what you do on a cross trainer or what a rowing machine looks like, but if you don’t see pic below 😂
The final machine we decided to go on was a stepper machine, looks almost like an escalator. Really fun concept as remember when you were little and thought you were so naughty running up escalators the wrong way? Well that’s what this is but it’s legal to do hahaha!! I won’t get shouted at! Winner winner chicken dinner. I started and I tell you now it looks easier than it is. “Jesus these steps are steep.. Let’s see if it’s easier quicker”. I started almost running up these ‘steps’ and I could feel my calf’s starting to burn. I had my target of how many floors I wanted to climb and I saw the number begin to rise, only a few more floors. My legs were really starting to hurt and I gave it one final push. Sweat dripping off me (sexy thought I know but that’s what gyms are for, oggling boys, exercising and sweating 😝). As I saw the number on the screen reach my ‘floor’ goal, this is where disaster struck. I went to press ‘stop’ on the machine but I fully missed the button, my legs had turned to jelly and died and my body had given up. With my arms slumped over the arms rests my feet travelling downwards (at the increased speed) there was only one way this was going. A full on faceplant on the step machine. My god I went with a right bang. Every single person in the gym turned to look at me. Yeah just what I wanted. Although I have to admit I ended it as elegantly as I possible could… If that is even possible after a fall as good as that one, but you know when gymnasts are working their apparatus and they do something spectacular followed by a land where they stand still arms above head and the crowd goes wild… Well yep that’s how I finished, in true Vicky fashion. Nailed it. That was enough excitement for the day. I’d attended, exercised (if you could call it that) and embarrassed myself it was time to go home. But before I did I’d booked to return at 7.15am (yes you read that right) for a “Pure Burn” class with my mate the following morning. I was doing this. I will stop smoking. I will exercise and get fitter.. I WILL COMPLETE THIS MATATHON!